Love and Lies
Love; A single word, four letters with thousands of meaning.
Million lies, those lies...making sure every heart dies.
Until the last drop of tear's all dried up.
oh, what should i believe?
True love?
Does true love exist in this cruel world?
He said "I LOVE YOU"
And what now?
Another worthless lie from you?
Such sweet words from someone who never cared.
You are the one who lied.
How come you love me?
If your heart still belongs to your past?
Still loving her even if she doesn't care about you anymore?
Even is she already belongs to somebody else!
She's not worth your love.
You're not worth my love.
You're just a big liar
With your heartbreaking desire.
I know you want her back
You just made a fool out of me
You made me believe those lies for years!
But I will never ever fall for your stupid lies ever again
Those years with you ended with a lie.
That night when i said,
"I don't love you anymore".
Can I move on?
Can somebody heal my broken heart?
All I need is true love...
Until the day that i have found true love...
I will never stop searching for
the true meaning of
LOVE
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Why I'll Miss You
I'll miss your funny laugh,
And the way you sing,
Truthfully, I'll miss everything,
I'll miss when you yell at me, when i do wrong,
And when i do right, you smile all day long,
You make me work,
While I sang and play,
Your days be happy, that they may...
But what I will miss, most of all,
Is how, you made me feel tall,
I'll miss your laugh,
And the way you sing,
Truthfully, I'll miss everything...
Monday, August 27, 2012
60 seconds Love!!
Give me a minute to tell thatI need you my love
59 seconds is what run out (what is left from the 1 minute)
to understand that passion on my chest
Every second that passes
This willing increases
That wish, that passion
that dominates me, that fascinates me
Your way of being such a beautiful girl
You make my heart crazy
You know that I am on your hands
The time passes fast when I am with you
the hours become minutes, I can't understand! (how can it happen, the hours to appear like minutes)
What I mostly want is to live by your side...
Evey second love...
The time passes fast when I am with you
the hours become minutes, I can't understand! (how can it happen, the hours to appear like minutes)
What I mostly want is to live by your side...
Evey second love...
To make you happy for a whole life...
Monday, June 25, 2012
Flowers For Thee
Colors fade, flame
gets cold
Flowers wither and people grow old
The alluring fragrance that roses possess,
Becomes unpleasant and beauty is now less.
Those sweet words that a lover speaks,
Eventually loses value and will compare to a brick.
Hard and rough, no life at all
It'll seem that there's no lover's arms to call.
Love should compare to a fruit-bearing plant;
Grows into a tree, with fruits that enchant.
Leaves and berries, they won't last very long
They die and perish, go weak from strong
But reincarnated life blooms again to see
That love's been taken care of, waiting for thee
Flowers wither and people grow old
The alluring fragrance that roses possess,
Becomes unpleasant and beauty is now less.
Those sweet words that a lover speaks,
Eventually loses value and will compare to a brick.
Hard and rough, no life at all
It'll seem that there's no lover's arms to call.
Love should compare to a fruit-bearing plant;
Grows into a tree, with fruits that enchant.
Leaves and berries, they won't last very long
They die and perish, go weak from strong
But reincarnated life blooms again to see
That love's been taken care of, waiting for thee
Love at
First Sight
Your importance in my life
I thought you were sent to me
I longed to be your wife.
The tests we had to
go through
Were excruciating and sad
But the pain we endured these years
Are all part of what we now have.
Were excruciating and sad
But the pain we endured these years
Are all part of what we now have.
It must be fate, or
destiny
For we shared all storms and fights
From the time we saw each other
It was love at first sight.
For we shared all storms and fights
From the time we saw each other
It was love at first sight.
We were made for
each other
Like night comes with each day
Like the melody made for a song
That flows in harmony with each sway.
Like night comes with each day
Like the melody made for a song
That flows in harmony with each sway.
Of all the beings
that are blessed
We were chosen to know the pleasure
I am grateful for my greatest gift, you..
My reward, my joy, my happiness, my treasure.
We were chosen to know the pleasure
I am grateful for my greatest gift, you..
My reward, my joy, my happiness, my treasure.
I have loved you
from the start
Though unknown the word for it so
Try as I might, I cannot love another
It leaves me emptiness and sorrow.
Though unknown the word for it so
Try as I might, I cannot love another
It leaves me emptiness and sorrow.
Your eyes, your
laugh, your touch, I love
My body responses to every call of your heart
Our lives entwined from the moment we breathed
Share life of roses and thorns and never be apart.
My body responses to every call of your heart
Our lives entwined from the moment we breathed
Share life of roses and thorns and never be apart.
THE GREATEST LESSON ONE CAN LEARN?
Is how when loved, to love in return.
Joined together through night and day,
Equally yoked in work and play.
Remaining true both body and soul,
Never loosing our common goal.
Sharing each other the best we can,
Before we are but bits of sand.
Mutual love is beyond compare,
Serving one another in the life we share.
Without compassion humans lose,
Simply by the path they choose.
Love is a miracle from God to man,
How some deny it I can’t understand.
By Tom Zart
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Sogyel Rinpoche – transforming mind
“Materialize attitude of Buddhichitta not material!”
“When your perception is clear, it is a heaven. Therefore, heaven is here on earth”
Body, speech and mind are essential elements in Buddhism. Mind is most powerful as it can enslave body and speech. Buddha nature of mind is always pure and eternal. No one can destroy it.
Harming others is harming you. Loving others is to love you. Peace, compassion and wisdom are the important subjects in teachings of Buddha. The teaching of Buddha is the path to enlightenment, where you can be the Buddha as well. Buddha can liberate sentience beings from world of suffering. The question is why we are born in this world again. Negative karma is so powerful that it makes Buddha helpless too.
There are three kind of faith:
1. Vivid Faith; e.g. faith of child to mother
2. Eager Faith; e.g. eager to have liberalization
3. Confident faith
In a story, a man was crossing a desert and he was thirsty to death. His vivid faith is thinking of water and nothing else. Once he reached an oasis of water, his eager faith is drinking water and nothing else. His confident faith is the water is drinkable.
Guru Rinpoche
We all have karmic connection to Guru Rinpoche. When we meditate on Guru Rinpoche, it is a complete meditation on all Buddhas. He is an embodiment of all Buddhas. Guru is emanation of all Buddhas and seeing him sees all Buddhas. We cannot see or feel him, though he is omniscience. It is like our face, which we know it is there but we cannot see. “Om a hung benza guru pema siddhi hum” is the hot line to recall Guru Rinpoche. He knows our minds and gives a complete insurance to nirvana for he can liberate sentient beings from samsara. Always pray the seven lines of Guru for longevity, good mental and cessation of depression. Imagine that Guru dissolves in you and you are purified. It will convert suffering into bliss. We should have faith in a teacher but it has to be based on reasons (Analogy)
Death
When we are dying or with a dying person. You have to recite “Om A hu benza guru..” to him. It is even better to recite the Phowa to him. If we are dying and breathe is slowly slipping out of us, meditate or think of Buddha Yepame to take birth in dewa chen gi zhimkham. If we meditate on Guru Rimphoche then we have to wish to take birth in Zangthophelri. While we are alive, we take refuge in Guru Rimpoche and imagine guru dissolving in us and becoming our self a guru. It is in a similar fashion but this time when we are dying, we have to imagine to dissolve our self into guru rimphoche and we becoming the Guru Rimpoche.
No one can deny the truth of death. Therefore, we all should plan it well empowering by good deeds. It is important to reckon the nature of mind at the time of death. We must recognize our mind like the Guru Rimphoche and dissolving it with the Guru himself. Blessing comes through devotions. If you have devotions, blessing is yours! You are to born in an upper realm. Sinner will carry guilt with the fully conscious mind in the deathbed. Sin obscures us from dying peacefully as it will follow negative karma. The negative karma is responsible for us to take rebirth in animal kingdom. Animals too have Buddha nature of mind but they are obscure by negative karma. Obscuration and negative thoughts are like cloud in a vicious cycle. The cloud overcast sky that is the Buddha nature of mind. The sin has only one good quality that is it can be purified. Always try to remove cloud and gain the sky. Body, which we have, is due to our past karma. Negative karma is so powerful that high practitioner cannot achieve enlightenment. They have to go through causes of karma. Whatsoever, Good and pure heart is an essence to achieve enlightenment.
Four noble truths
When we have truth of cessation and follow the path of cessation, we are sure to liberate to take birth in nirvana. Therefore, we have to take refuge in Buddha’s teaching to gain good karma.
We must not say that we got Buddha nature and doing all wrong things. This brings negative karma (Saying my stick is of Buddha and rat is Buddha. And killing rat with that stick… this bring negative karma, losing the view in action). Suffering must be understood and abandon its roots and causes.
Religions:
Christianity begins by guilty of sin and Buddhism begins by purity of mind. Like healing power of Chayna Dorji, Christian prays to Holy Ghost There is all essential in Buddhism so there is no need to change to other religion. Buddhism is so amazing that gives all its values to all religions and takes their values too. We have a human life, which is precious, and we have wonderful time meeting a good teacher or spiritual friends. Therefore, we should never waste this time to dedicate ourselves to Buddha teaching.
Once you have a purity of mind and all perception is clear then there begins a Buddha nature. When we are meditating and we feel emptiness, it indicates a Buddha nature of mind. We should always recognize Buddha nature in others and help them to bring to glory of nature. They can be anyone like drug addict, alcoholic and thief.
Jetsun Jambayang represents wisdom, Compassion by cheri zee and strength by Chayna dorji. Seeing a world of suffering and two drops of tear fall from Chenri ze, which convert to white tara and green tara later.
Compassion
Compassionate mind will have empathy with reasoning, basic feeling of others by stepping in their shoes. It has four components. Dharma is the education for life; it makes a good human being. “Good head formidable and good heart combination is compassion” – Nelson.
Jamyang Khentse Rinpoche got blessing from Khando Tshering choden pretending to put her hand on his chin and abruptly putting on his head.
Loving – antidote to fear; Buddha asked monks to go to a deep forest to meditate. There lived a demon in tree that causes them too many troubles. Monks suffered mental trauma and return to Buddha. Buddha gave them teaching on loving and kindness “May you be happy, may you be well” and send back monks to the same tree for meditation. Demon was so pleased with the mantra that monks enjoy the bliss.
Meditation
Think of a person who loves you. The best person to remember is a mother/master. Meditate about her, meditate on friends and lastly meditate on enemies. (Meditate – may you be happy, may you be well!). It does not matter even if we do not meditate on Guru. If you have a strong devotion to teacher, we can meditate on him alone. Meditating Guru recalls root and linage lamas. We have to respect the lineage because all enlightens are authentic.
Never take pride and apathy in meditation. If your mission fails then meditate on buddhichitta.
God is not bias to anyone. Guru Rinpoche would also bless those who doesn’t believe in him. On the flips side of the coin, worldly God are very partial and gets angry if they are not worshiped. Yeshey Chojay was the best disciple of Guru Rinpoche due to his ultimate devotion. So when we meditate, we should take in the form of yeshey Chojay “May I too have form of Yeshey Chojay”. When chanting words of praying, it is not necessary to remember the meaning of each word. We should be aspired by just recitation, whatever word meant to be, it is there.
There are different purposes for meditation. Meditating on Dorji Sempa heals our wounds. Likewise, Sangay Mela is the Buddha of healing. Imagining Vajra Satawa on the sky sitting on lotus and nectar flowing on your head, dissolving in you will wash all impurities. You can do it while walking and showering. Imagining shower as nectar
In dreams, if we see taking bath and changing clothes, it is believe that you got the blessing.
SEMTHUL – Mind Instruction
Mind is the creator of Samsara and nirvana. Mind can be the worst enemy. Buddhichitta is a compassionate mind, known as Jangchuk Sempa. Buddhichitta takes compassion to the highest level. They are altruist and realize Buddha thinking and feeling. They think of others as them! Everyone has potential to be a buddhichitta. When we wakeup, we must assume the form of Buddhichitta.
“Teach 100 people with high devotion, the teaching will be less. Teach 1 person with less devotion, the teaching will be too much”. Guru Rinpoche said that a disciple should be either stupid or brilliant to get the teaching. “Rang gi Sem di yongsu du” ( Yongsu – thoroughly, du – tame) meaning mind our own business for mind can be tamed. Think globally and act locally!
“When we are angry, there is 90% anger and only 10% reality” Dalai Lama. “Fear and anxiety come to the untamed mind” Buddha. “There is nothing to fear but fear itself” Roosevelt
Samsara is mind turned outwardly, lost in projection. Nirvana is mind turned inwardly and recognizing the nature of mind. Mind is like sun and thought and motion is like sunrays. Therefore, mind is never equal to thought and motion.Mind should be like water not stirred. When it becomes clear then we are mindfulness. If lama is in mind, we are not separated from him.
Sogyel Rinpoche is truly a humble person and I see in him the living Guru Rinpoche. He is an enlighten being but he never recognizes praise or reincarnation or vision. I felt paradise on earth with the RInpoche, though the moment was brief. Whatever, it was a happy session for government and public to be blessed by His Eminence.
“Materialize attitude of Buddhichitta not material!”
“When your perception is clear, it is a heaven. Therefore, heaven is here on earth”
Body, speech and mind are essential elements in Buddhism. Mind is most powerful as it can enslave body and speech. Buddha nature of mind is always pure and eternal. No one can destroy it.
Harming others is harming you. Loving others is to love you. Peace, compassion and wisdom are the important subjects in teachings of Buddha. The teaching of Buddha is the path to enlightenment, where you can be the Buddha as well. Buddha can liberate sentience beings from world of suffering. The question is why we are born in this world again. Negative karma is so powerful that it makes Buddha helpless too.
There are three kind of faith:
1. Vivid Faith; e.g. faith of child to mother
2. Eager Faith; e.g. eager to have liberalization
3. Confident faith
In a story, a man was crossing a desert and he was thirsty to death. His vivid faith is thinking of water and nothing else. Once he reached an oasis of water, his eager faith is drinking water and nothing else. His confident faith is the water is drinkable.
Guru Rinpoche
We all have karmic connection to Guru Rinpoche. When we meditate on Guru Rinpoche, it is a complete meditation on all Buddhas. He is an embodiment of all Buddhas. Guru is emanation of all Buddhas and seeing him sees all Buddhas. We cannot see or feel him, though he is omniscience. It is like our face, which we know it is there but we cannot see. “Om a hung benza guru pema siddhi hum” is the hot line to recall Guru Rinpoche. He knows our minds and gives a complete insurance to nirvana for he can liberate sentient beings from samsara. Always pray the seven lines of Guru for longevity, good mental and cessation of depression. Imagine that Guru dissolves in you and you are purified. It will convert suffering into bliss. We should have faith in a teacher but it has to be based on reasons (Analogy)
Death
When we are dying or with a dying person. You have to recite “Om A hu benza guru..” to him. It is even better to recite the Phowa to him. If we are dying and breathe is slowly slipping out of us, meditate or think of Buddha Yepame to take birth in dewa chen gi zhimkham. If we meditate on Guru Rimphoche then we have to wish to take birth in Zangthophelri. While we are alive, we take refuge in Guru Rimpoche and imagine guru dissolving in us and becoming our self a guru. It is in a similar fashion but this time when we are dying, we have to imagine to dissolve our self into guru rimphoche and we becoming the Guru Rimpoche.
No one can deny the truth of death. Therefore, we all should plan it well empowering by good deeds. It is important to reckon the nature of mind at the time of death. We must recognize our mind like the Guru Rimphoche and dissolving it with the Guru himself. Blessing comes through devotions. If you have devotions, blessing is yours! You are to born in an upper realm. Sinner will carry guilt with the fully conscious mind in the deathbed. Sin obscures us from dying peacefully as it will follow negative karma. The negative karma is responsible for us to take rebirth in animal kingdom. Animals too have Buddha nature of mind but they are obscure by negative karma. Obscuration and negative thoughts are like cloud in a vicious cycle. The cloud overcast sky that is the Buddha nature of mind. The sin has only one good quality that is it can be purified. Always try to remove cloud and gain the sky. Body, which we have, is due to our past karma. Negative karma is so powerful that high practitioner cannot achieve enlightenment. They have to go through causes of karma. Whatsoever, Good and pure heart is an essence to achieve enlightenment.
Four noble truths
- Truth of suffering
- Truth of origin of suffering
- Cessation of suffering
- Path to cessation of suffering
When we have truth of cessation and follow the path of cessation, we are sure to liberate to take birth in nirvana. Therefore, we have to take refuge in Buddha’s teaching to gain good karma.
We must not say that we got Buddha nature and doing all wrong things. This brings negative karma (Saying my stick is of Buddha and rat is Buddha. And killing rat with that stick… this bring negative karma, losing the view in action). Suffering must be understood and abandon its roots and causes.
Religions:
Christianity begins by guilty of sin and Buddhism begins by purity of mind. Like healing power of Chayna Dorji, Christian prays to Holy Ghost There is all essential in Buddhism so there is no need to change to other religion. Buddhism is so amazing that gives all its values to all religions and takes their values too. We have a human life, which is precious, and we have wonderful time meeting a good teacher or spiritual friends. Therefore, we should never waste this time to dedicate ourselves to Buddha teaching.
Once you have a purity of mind and all perception is clear then there begins a Buddha nature. When we are meditating and we feel emptiness, it indicates a Buddha nature of mind. We should always recognize Buddha nature in others and help them to bring to glory of nature. They can be anyone like drug addict, alcoholic and thief.
Jetsun Jambayang represents wisdom, Compassion by cheri zee and strength by Chayna dorji. Seeing a world of suffering and two drops of tear fall from Chenri ze, which convert to white tara and green tara later.
Compassion
Compassionate mind will have empathy with reasoning, basic feeling of others by stepping in their shoes. It has four components. Dharma is the education for life; it makes a good human being. “Good head formidable and good heart combination is compassion” – Nelson.
Jamyang Khentse Rinpoche got blessing from Khando Tshering choden pretending to put her hand on his chin and abruptly putting on his head.
- LOVE; antidote to anger (Anger cannot be destroyed by anger but by love) Future Buddha is Buddha of Love.
- JOY; “don’t sacrifice long term happiness by short time pleasure”, the marriage is being destroyed by anger over a mistake which is not hers. When someone hurts you in turn, we should wish him to be our teacher.
- Compassion
- Equanimity
Loving – antidote to fear; Buddha asked monks to go to a deep forest to meditate. There lived a demon in tree that causes them too many troubles. Monks suffered mental trauma and return to Buddha. Buddha gave them teaching on loving and kindness “May you be happy, may you be well” and send back monks to the same tree for meditation. Demon was so pleased with the mantra that monks enjoy the bliss.
Meditation
Think of a person who loves you. The best person to remember is a mother/master. Meditate about her, meditate on friends and lastly meditate on enemies. (Meditate – may you be happy, may you be well!). It does not matter even if we do not meditate on Guru. If you have a strong devotion to teacher, we can meditate on him alone. Meditating Guru recalls root and linage lamas. We have to respect the lineage because all enlightens are authentic.
Never take pride and apathy in meditation. If your mission fails then meditate on buddhichitta.
God is not bias to anyone. Guru Rinpoche would also bless those who doesn’t believe in him. On the flips side of the coin, worldly God are very partial and gets angry if they are not worshiped. Yeshey Chojay was the best disciple of Guru Rinpoche due to his ultimate devotion. So when we meditate, we should take in the form of yeshey Chojay “May I too have form of Yeshey Chojay”. When chanting words of praying, it is not necessary to remember the meaning of each word. We should be aspired by just recitation, whatever word meant to be, it is there.
There are different purposes for meditation. Meditating on Dorji Sempa heals our wounds. Likewise, Sangay Mela is the Buddha of healing. Imagining Vajra Satawa on the sky sitting on lotus and nectar flowing on your head, dissolving in you will wash all impurities. You can do it while walking and showering. Imagining shower as nectar
In dreams, if we see taking bath and changing clothes, it is believe that you got the blessing.
SEMTHUL – Mind Instruction
Mind is the creator of Samsara and nirvana. Mind can be the worst enemy. Buddhichitta is a compassionate mind, known as Jangchuk Sempa. Buddhichitta takes compassion to the highest level. They are altruist and realize Buddha thinking and feeling. They think of others as them! Everyone has potential to be a buddhichitta. When we wakeup, we must assume the form of Buddhichitta.
“Teach 100 people with high devotion, the teaching will be less. Teach 1 person with less devotion, the teaching will be too much”. Guru Rinpoche said that a disciple should be either stupid or brilliant to get the teaching. “Rang gi Sem di yongsu du” ( Yongsu – thoroughly, du – tame) meaning mind our own business for mind can be tamed. Think globally and act locally!
“When we are angry, there is 90% anger and only 10% reality” Dalai Lama. “Fear and anxiety come to the untamed mind” Buddha. “There is nothing to fear but fear itself” Roosevelt
Samsara is mind turned outwardly, lost in projection. Nirvana is mind turned inwardly and recognizing the nature of mind. Mind is like sun and thought and motion is like sunrays. Therefore, mind is never equal to thought and motion.Mind should be like water not stirred. When it becomes clear then we are mindfulness. If lama is in mind, we are not separated from him.
Sogyel Rinpoche is truly a humble person and I see in him the living Guru Rinpoche. He is an enlighten being but he never recognizes praise or reincarnation or vision. I felt paradise on earth with the RInpoche, though the moment was brief. Whatever, it was a happy session for government and public to be blessed by His Eminence.
Monday, April 16, 2012
My Heart will go on
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, Far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.
Love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone.
Love was when I loved you,
one true time I hold to.
In my life we'll always go on.
Near, far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay, forever this way
You are safe in my heart
and my heart will go on and on.
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, Far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.
Love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone.
Love was when I loved you,
one true time I hold to.
In my life we'll always go on.
Near, far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay, forever this way
You are safe in my heart
and my heart will go on and on.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Fly Away love
Even that time.
When the wind stop, wasn't enough.
For meh, A single smile the last blow
I love You!
Even if i weary from time.
Even if i hurt from love.
Even that time.
Was a Memory for me..
You're taking your last blow..
I love U
Fly Away, Fly Away LOVE......
The one true love of my life..
Good Bye!
Even that time.
When the wind stop, wasn't enough.
For meh, A single smile the last blow
I love You!
Even if i weary from time.
Even if i hurt from love.
Even that time.
Was a Memory for me..
You're taking your last blow..
I love U
Fly Away, Fly Away LOVE......
The one true love of my life..
Good Bye!
- Good Bye
So goodbye !
Don't cry and smile.
Those cold-heated times i will send them all away.
To the lonely me who has been in the darkness.
I need you.
I need your love again.
As if I'd miss you again every day!
I, who has erased the hurting wounds and sad memories.
The moment I first saw you,
Time seemed to stop and all i could see was you.
In this rough trial i collapse.
But it's like i can't regret it.
When i close my eyes, i can feel your breath.
Now, i can smile.
The difficult times.
For your sake, i will forget them.
Good bye bye Forever !
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
The Day We Fall in Love
Since when it is you have come into my heart.
My heart keep thumping even for your little smile .
For a long time, I've been waiting for this destiny Love.
It's U, I'm sure of it.
Oh my love, my lovely love.
You're like a cotton candy that melting in my heart all day.
You're like a rainbow that shined down spectacularly.
Please tell me in a sweet voice.
That from the beginning your heart was....
Everyday loving meh.
I love you just, be my love.
For some reason, i just cant help but giggle.
When i hear your child-like voice.
When your two little eyes stare at me.
I cant help but i become nervous.
Did you know?
The day we fall in love like this
Do you believe?
An arrow were sent down from heaven by a Cupid.
I love it when i kiss your lips so gently.
It's like a gift of miracles.
I want to be with you forever!!
I miss you
Only thing that is different is that you are not here
I thought I've let you go. Without anything left
No, no. I still haven't been able to let you go
Longing for you, I am longing for you. Because I am longing for you, I call you and call you by myself everyday
Missing you, I am missing you. Because I am missing you, now I just call out your name like a habit. Even today
Day by day, I feel like I am dying, so what could I do?
Love you, Love you. I love you. Without even being able to tell you these, I've had to let you go like that
Sorry, I am sorry. Can you hear me? Could you be able to hear my late confession?
I love you.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Every Day a Lovely Day!!
Wake me gently, my sunshine just like the princesses in the fairly tales.
I will close my eyes and wait for you !
When i open my eyes please stay by my side ,love shot .
Just like a prince in the fairly tales, look and smile at me.
Even i don't know that, in my eyes there's only you.
And i don't know that my heart is throbbing the sound of my heart beats,
I wanna love you, I wanna be with you forever.
Can you feel it, my feelings?
Come to meh, come a little bit closer and take my heart away.
Every day a lovely day .
Everyday i will whispering to you again sweeter than candy,
I will give my love to you.
Reading the magic speels.
Your smile appeared like the warm sunshine
My heart is throbbing again
Now said to me
I will hug you tightly and please try to fell my heart together forever
Every day i will bring only happiness
Sweeter than candy, i will give my love to you
You are my destiny
That is what you are
You are my dream come true
Your share my world
You are my soul mate
I will Forget You
"If you want to forget something or someone never hate it, or never hate him/her. Everything and everyone that you hate is engraved upon your want to forget, you cannot hate."
I will forget you starting from today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you
for a long time and i don’t have contact too :(
We never even walked pass each other.
I'm ok. I forgot everything
I'm happy with my busy life and new
partner :)
I've met a great person too .Love is
always like this, It fades away after some time though it was difficult to get
rid of those scars.
When love goes away another love comes
again
It will definitely come, even if it hurts
now and it will heal a little later. From now onwards no matter whom like you, I
won’t care you anymore.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Pungent legitimacy of life
Where do we start, where do we end? We start from nowhere and end in nowhere.
This is the truth. Looking back on life saying stuff like, I am going to change
this or that is obviously the most foolish thing we can do. Looking back is a lie.
The truth is that there is no back, there is no forward, there is not even a now.
We just exist. Existence is all there is. Mistakes we made have been made, they
cannot be changed. Plans for the future are unreal because the future is
uncertain.
If
we have been making mistakes in our lives, the 'reasonable thing' we
can do it so try and correct them. When this happens, we shrink our
awareness to a block. To something that cannot be done. The more we focus
on this imaginary block, the more real it gets. It gets so real that we
find ourselves carrying this block, dragging it wherever we go till we
finally get nailed in the coffin. Do these things makeups believe we have
something concrete, something 'real', something more human to hang on
to?. We came from nowhere with nothing and we will go back to nowhere with-nothing. Everything in between is something we have created.
Creation is of the mind. It is a form of self deceit to make ourselves feel good,
feel human. We are nothing, why can't we accept that fact. Why is it so much to
swallow. Worrying is a sign of You meaning something, being something, living. We
survive from the Earth, a product of the Earth. If suddenly we stop receiving
oxygen, we are all shut off, going back to nothing.
Regret is something we have because we believe in a past. The past is unknown. We
take one aspect of this so called past, distort it with our memory, and let it fit
into our "I am Important" life story. It is crap. Even this I am typing is crap. I
never chose to be alive, If I am alive and I commit suicide, its like I am running
a race and stopping in the middle. It is the inevitable. Suicide is not a choice,
it is the inevitable. We have no choice, no past, no future, no Now, no Life,
just existence. If we claim that we exist, How do we know. What is Existence. Is
there something more than this is a question that has no answer. Everything leads
to the beginning that has no start and the ending that has no end.
Everything around us is as a result of this denial, we do not want to accept this
truth. We think that whatever we 'create' would make us mean something. Where
humans not still alive before we started creating?. They still had food, water,
oxygen, sex, and sleep. Now, due to boredom and belief in purpose, we started
combining crap together creating more crap. Now we believe our crap is something
we should attain. People subjecting themselves to paper to a thing, to money. Its
just a pity. See the truth. Although we are living in a lie, a World that sends us
peacefully to our grave, with so many distractions, the truth is Nothing is what
we are.
If we can feel silence and notice when we start thinking, we can say we have
found something. All thinking is just a memory, we can not be aware of the start
of the thought. We just remember it. The same way life goes. We cannot know the
start of life, We just remember. Memory is faulty, We see what we want to see, our
sense organs are our biggest dis tractors. We see one thing and drop the rest. God,
something that cannot be defined, unknown yet has all the power. Knowing that
signifies what? If God knows all, why bother? Why care. Is it that this God will
somehow listen to us, serve us for sometime before we die. Why should he or it?
Who are we to command such attention at the expense of others. It is just a lie,
everything, every fucking thing. I am Nothing, not even a Superman nor am I a
wretched piece of crap. Absolutely Nothing.
Love Hurts
How love hurts and several quotes from well known authors regarding how much pain a feeling of love can cause.Love is great when it is fresh and happening and when you feel it slipping away, both the times love makes us feel there is nothing like love in our life. Though love gives a certain high at the time when both of you are feeling the same things, there is nothing more painful that your love going away.
Love hurts so much that at times it leaves you in depth of sadness which is certainly larger than the high of happiness it gave you. A breakup is the thing about love, a reason that prompts many to avoid being in love. Many simply ignore the realization that they are in love because they dread the time when this feeling will wear itself off and the remains of love will be torn to shred by arguments and fights and usual drifting away.
Many famous people have fallen in love again and again only to grow apart and feel the sadness that love tends to give after it goes away. There are very less numbers of people who have not experienced love and almost all who have experienced love have experienced the heartbreak that follows love, bar a few lucky ones. Many writers have expressed their feelings about how love hurts in most apt way and that is through quotes.
Visit our Lost Love Quotes section
As famous poet and writer Oscar Wilde puts it, “when one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others, that is what the world calls romance.” Love is blind and has been proven more than one time, often couples in love do not see stark differences that are obvious to others in their personality. Love often makes people do things and act in certain ways, that are surprising to others as well as themselves, heart wants to love whether or not brains allows it, therefore, rational decision making rarely takes place when people are in love.
There are quotes made by other famous literary giants like William Shakespeare who wrote “The courses of true love never did run smooth!” this happens to be true too, most passionate love affairs have ended up rather tragically, with either the couple breaking up with some one causing the breakup or one among the couple passing away. Whenever there is true love there is no dearth of troubles coming its way.
There is another quote from an anonymous author who quotes, “Why is it always that we don’t know when love happens, and we always know the moment it ends?” True some people though they do recognize the feeling of love, and they know that they are in love tend to ignore it to the extent they can. It is mere fear of the break up and the denial that love cannot happen to them makes them react in such a way to love, however whenever love has ended we accept it and face it faster than we recognized it.
End of love means end of the world for some, where people are unable to comes to terms with the end in relationship often get depressed and are more likely to try drastic methods since they cannot stand the pain end of relationship brings together. There is a proverb that proves love to be a truthful thing it is “where there is love there is pain”. Love can bring up pain in different forms not just through break up.
Love gives pain whenever your beloved is in pain or suffering. Love ensures that you will suffer as much or maybe more when your beloved is suffering just because you cannot do anything to ease out the pain and the emotional turbulence your beloved is going through.
Another quote by William Shakespeare proves how difficult it can be to comes to terms with a breakup, he quotes “Love is a smoke made with the fumes of sighs.” This quote speaks so much about feeling of losing out on something precious that a breakup tends to bring. No wonder people who have been through this feeling sigh away their sadness.
All pain that there is in love is given all the more aptly by George Granville, who writes “Of all pains, the greatest pain, is to love, and to love in vain.” Whenever feelings of love are not reciprocated or the relationship that one values so much is not valued equally by the partner, definitely the feeling of loving in vain would come. The feeling of not being esteemed as much as you esteemed another person will surely cause pain.
Love hurts through different ways, you can be in love and with the one you love and still be hurt, or a breakup in a relationship can hurt. It does not take a long time to end a relationship, but it surely takes a lifetime to forget someone you once loved so dearly.
How love hurts and several quotes from well known authors regarding how much pain a feeling of love can cause.Love is great when it is fresh and happening and when you feel it slipping away, both the times love makes us feel there is nothing like love in our life. Though love gives a certain high at the time when both of you are feeling the same things, there is nothing more painful that your love going away.
Love hurts so much that at times it leaves you in depth of sadness which is certainly larger than the high of happiness it gave you. A breakup is the thing about love, a reason that prompts many to avoid being in love. Many simply ignore the realization that they are in love because they dread the time when this feeling will wear itself off and the remains of love will be torn to shred by arguments and fights and usual drifting away.
Many famous people have fallen in love again and again only to grow apart and feel the sadness that love tends to give after it goes away. There are very less numbers of people who have not experienced love and almost all who have experienced love have experienced the heartbreak that follows love, bar a few lucky ones. Many writers have expressed their feelings about how love hurts in most apt way and that is through quotes.
Visit our Lost Love Quotes section
As famous poet and writer Oscar Wilde puts it, “when one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others, that is what the world calls romance.” Love is blind and has been proven more than one time, often couples in love do not see stark differences that are obvious to others in their personality. Love often makes people do things and act in certain ways, that are surprising to others as well as themselves, heart wants to love whether or not brains allows it, therefore, rational decision making rarely takes place when people are in love.
There are quotes made by other famous literary giants like William Shakespeare who wrote “The courses of true love never did run smooth!” this happens to be true too, most passionate love affairs have ended up rather tragically, with either the couple breaking up with some one causing the breakup or one among the couple passing away. Whenever there is true love there is no dearth of troubles coming its way.
There is another quote from an anonymous author who quotes, “Why is it always that we don’t know when love happens, and we always know the moment it ends?” True some people though they do recognize the feeling of love, and they know that they are in love tend to ignore it to the extent they can. It is mere fear of the break up and the denial that love cannot happen to them makes them react in such a way to love, however whenever love has ended we accept it and face it faster than we recognized it.
End of love means end of the world for some, where people are unable to comes to terms with the end in relationship often get depressed and are more likely to try drastic methods since they cannot stand the pain end of relationship brings together. There is a proverb that proves love to be a truthful thing it is “where there is love there is pain”. Love can bring up pain in different forms not just through break up.
Love gives pain whenever your beloved is in pain or suffering. Love ensures that you will suffer as much or maybe more when your beloved is suffering just because you cannot do anything to ease out the pain and the emotional turbulence your beloved is going through.
Another quote by William Shakespeare proves how difficult it can be to comes to terms with a breakup, he quotes “Love is a smoke made with the fumes of sighs.” This quote speaks so much about feeling of losing out on something precious that a breakup tends to bring. No wonder people who have been through this feeling sigh away their sadness.
All pain that there is in love is given all the more aptly by George Granville, who writes “Of all pains, the greatest pain, is to love, and to love in vain.” Whenever feelings of love are not reciprocated or the relationship that one values so much is not valued equally by the partner, definitely the feeling of loving in vain would come. The feeling of not being esteemed as much as you esteemed another person will surely cause pain.
Love hurts through different ways, you can be in love and with the one you love and still be hurt, or a breakup in a relationship can hurt. It does not take a long time to end a relationship, but it surely takes a lifetime to forget someone you once loved so dearly.
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