My Crazy (wise, sweet, funny) Head And My ♥!!!

At times this crazy head of mine has all these crazy ideas cropping up! Without having a second thought, giving a second thought to the sprouting thoughts I just go ahead and say things which I shouldn't, things which I should keep to myself.



Sometimes such thoughts of mine are important ones but other times just some silly wild crazy kiddish,babyish thoughts. Then it has me wondering why and from where such thoughts germinate and get its roots and as a counter response the very same crazy head 'o mine says because of 'this n that', 'such n such', blah blah blah and tries to get a connection, a link to such cropped up thoughts!



The 'crazy head 'o mine is definitely the boss most of the times but when my ♥ is given a chance to think it takes the power from the 'crazy head 'o mine' and generates even crazier (more) thoughts! When my ♥ takes rein from the head you can expect not-thought of thoughts! This heart brings forth tears, huge ones!!!



That time I crave for my crazy head and hope and wish so bad it take its position 'being the ever crazier boss' because though crazy it stops my tears and saves me from 'those puffy eyes'. But I tell you, if my head gives even a little attention to my ♥ it becomes stubborn and wants to be the leader. My head then is taken for a ride, roller-coaster ride!



One time my ♥ makes itself in-sync with my 'crazy head', make my head rule (my head smiles then) for a bit but that is my ♥'s tactic. It ever wants to stay and lead my head. Ofcourse my ♥ isn't bad. It is the best when given its own space.



It shows the loveable side of me. I look happy and may be a little pretty too! (smiles) :) But uh-uh my ♥ should be secondary. If I let my ♥ lead than I would become fragile (which I don't want to be).



I was strong, am strong and wants to be strong with my heart following my 'crazy (sometimes wise) head silently and ruling may be as and when really needed by my crazy (sometimes sweet) head. That time my head (sometimes funny) and my lovely ♥ is in perfect sync (as if made for each other)...sigh love love love...BIG TIME, mwah!



I can go on and on with thoughts from my head and my ♥ but would love to end it when (now) on a sweet note!

So from my crazy head and my ♥ Love, Hugs and Kisses ...



Adieus!!!

"Broken Heart"

"I will never forget the days we once had

The days when you were everything to me

My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever

But now I realize that was all a big dream



The feelings I have for you will never go

I wish I could take back that one regretful day

The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms

Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets

That I would once have to live through

The sight of you in someone else's arms

Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me

Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd

I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back

But for now, I'll sit here silently

Remembering all the memories we once shared

Everyday my love grows much stronger

Hoping that one day you will feel the same

And put back the pieces of my broken heart."

Love love love

Want to close my eyes,take a leap of faith

these doubt in my heart, make me hesitate

what feel right, seem wrong at it take place

forever my love, bury in vain

forever my heart will never feel pain

vow to the heart, that will never again

the angel of darkness, that have been rise

feeding on hatred of mortal's life

a small wicket heart, that tho to die

this little angel that had pass by

showed her the beauty, that her darkness have been hide

the stars above, the moon that shine

little by little dark angel receive

holy over come darkness

love over come pain

little by little she feel that heart beat again =))